Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Call 398 : 31st MONTH

Hello Son,

Today is your 31st month with Jesus and Mama Mary up there somewhere over the rainbow.

Words will not be sufficient to express how much we miss You, Daniel. There will always be a dull ache in our hearts which would probably never heal ...

No, never ... and that's okay ... because if that's the only way to be close to You, then let the pain remain ...

Lea Salonga sang that song, remember?

Let the pain remain ...

So let the pain remain forever in my heart

For every throb it brings is

One more moment spent with you

I'll let the pain bring on the rain

If that's the only way

If there's no other way to be with You again

A few weeks after You left us, Aunty J mentioned whilst attempting to comfort your mother, that ... you know ... the pain will go away in time ... that time heals every wound etc ... but You know what? Mom remembers telling your aunt very clearly that she never ... ever ... want the pain to go away ... NEVER ... because Mom had added that, she feels closest to You when she feels all the pain ...

Pause ...

It was a weird thing to say she knows ... it was only after she stumbled upon this song LET THE PAIN REMAIN some two years later, that she felt she wasn't so crazy after all.

Anyway, here's the link to your Flower Garden 21 blog.

We went to your garden this morning.

(continue on Call 399)