Sunday, May 8, 2011

Call 210 : FREE FiREFLiES

Hello Son,                                            (Call 209 continues on Call 212)



Today is Mother's Day ...



1. Aunty Jessie's Text



This morning, we were getting ready for church. Mom noticed a text from Aunty J. 



1st SMS @ 7:47 am ...



She said, 


"I'm about to plug in my cell to my laptop. Let's see if his pix pop up again. :D" 








2nd SMS @ 8:09 am ... 

(We were in the car on the way to church.)




"The pic popped up again!! Together with the one I took to show u what it looks like on my screen. This is so weird."


Call 209 : Angel Greeting








3rd SMS @ 8: 31 am ...


(We were looking for a place to park.)




"Both cell and laptop have always had that pix since last May but for some reason since Disney May 1st, Awesarmah too, this particular pix keeps popping up even though it says it's a duplicate pix."

Call 209 : Angel Greeting








Reading Aunty J's text message, your mother's thoughts were centered on You as early as that first SMS. Of course, your mother had no idea that You had lined up a series of inciDANS and song - messages to ZAP her on Mother's Day today. :D




Still, she wonders too why that pix of yours, and now including the second pix (both in Call 209), are appearing on Aunty J's laptop. You must want to tell her something. Aunty Diana thinks so. We'll know soon I'm sure. 


We hear your - "It's sooooo easy ..." - that echoes through as Mom recalls that last week in the hospital, a week before You left us. You had said something, and none of us could make out what You had said. It was rather a long sentence, like You were speaking in tongues.




You said, "It's sooooo easy ..." 


as we were trying to guess what You had said. We asked You to repeat, and You repeated exactly that same sentence. No one could make out what it was, and again You said,  

"It's soooo easy ..." 


We found it somewhat strange that, that sentence we could not understand, yet "It's so easy" was loud and clear ...















So about the pix ... 


Mom thinks she hears You say, "It's soooo easy ..." as we are left here to guess why and how come and I wonder what he's saying ...






2. Parking


Justine was driving. We were late for Mass. Not because of her driving, we were waiting for Aunty C. She had to bring Kish down to pee and poo before leaving the house. Approaching the church, we noticed that the road side along side and opposite the church, were already packed with vehicles.




Dad asked your sister to turn into the shops. It was congested. Jus drove through slowly. Right and left, the parking bays were all occupied. Some cars were double-parked. Yet, towards the end of the row of shop houses, Jus exclaimed, "There!"






Mom was not surprised. 


You were clearly watching over your sister. :D 



3. Free Paper




We hurried to church. At the entrance to the church compound, a boy was distributing newspapers. 


He handed one to Dad.




Dad took the paper. 




Justine passed the boy.




Aunty Carol passed the boy.








Mom was approaching the boy. 


The boy handed a copy to Mom. Seeing that Dad had taken a copy, she refrained from accepting. Justine, at the same time called out, 


"Dad took one already."


Mom intended to walk on, but the boy ... would You believe it ... kept thrusting the paper in her direction. She shook her head politely. You would have thought that he would get the message but again, he offered a copy to her ... only this time he said, 



"Free ... Free ..."






Pause ...






Then ...






OMG ... What???






Zzzzzaaaa -- pppp !!!!






You in your Free Extreme tee shirt in Lourdes (Sept 2009) ...






Free???


An instant image of You in your FREE pink tee popped to mind. Instinctively, she reached out to take the paper before thanking the boy. A smile appeared in your mother's face. She's pretty sure You saw that. :D


That must be her son saying :




Hi Mom ... :D






He's near, she thought happily. He must be. It's Mother's Day today. :D That easy parking spot in the crazy congestion just now was the first clue.






4. Fireflies




The church was packed. We ended up sitting outside on the left wing, which was also packed. Mom put the paper down on the side of a bench in front of her, and her handbag on top of the paper. 


Important to note here that, with her bag right on top of the paper, the headlines were not within her sight.




Mass went on ...




During communion, she picked up the paper and toss it on her seat, whilst we went to receive the host. She came back to her seat shortly after, removed the papers and placed it back on the bench. 


Only this time, her handbag was not directly on top of the papers.




Moments later, she happened to gaze down, and caught sight of the word fireflies on the headlines ...




The Selangor Times




OMG ...




Zzzzzaaaa -- pppp!!!!






Fireflies???






Mom grabbed the paper excitedly and pointed it out to Dad, Aunty Carol and Justine. Dad glanced at the paper and nodded, Aunty C and Jus mouthed the OMG. It was so unbelievable seeing that word in the papers. Headlines on the front page, mind You ...








5. Flashback ... to dinner time last night (Saturday) ...




Aunty Diana was telling us about her cat, how it came to them,  how it had jumped into a bowl of curry one day, how it's eating 3 cans of tuna now etc. :D Then she showed us some scratch marks the cat made on her leg.

Call 186 : Meow Meow




Then, Aunty Carol related about Pooch, her friend's cat while studying in Russia. She said that Pooch would catch moths, play with moths, imprison the moths with her paws, and finally, eat the moths.




Moths Moths Moths ... she had said. 


Yet, right after her story, Mom commented :




"I can't imagine how a cat eats fireflies ..."




There was a brief pause before Aunty C said, 


"I said, moth. Didn't You hear me say moth ... catch moth, play with moth, eat moth? I never once mentioned fireflies ..."




Hehehehehehehe ...




There was laughter all around the table.




Justine added, "That was so random ..."




Aunty D, Chris, Grandma and Dad were at the dinner table and all of them heard your mother's fireflies' remark.



What made her say fireflies, she's not sure. She was right there sitting opposite Aunty C at the dining table and had heard everything Aunty C said about Pooch. How and why she brought up fireflies in that conversation, she cannot understand. It was totally unconnected.



Oh well, she had shrugged to herself. 


Never mind ... 



She was born this way. 

Call 202 : Lady Gaga






Chuckle. 


Really, that is the perfect song and a really good excuse for all strange and unexplained behavior. 


Excuse me, but I was born this way ...








6. Back at Church ...


So, last night, Mom uttered this word fireflies completely out of the blues and this morning, she sees the word? OMG, what are the chances? You must have whispered that word to her last night.




Did You? :D



Your timing's good ... She only saw that fireflies word after communion, when mass was coming to an end. 



Can You imagine if she had seen that word right in the beginning of Mass? She would have been a distraction to others ... Yup, she would definitely have gone hyper and all ... :D




Mom must confess that she was pretty overwhelmed by the ZAP moment. She was staring at the headlines and finding herself basking in sheer joy, when she received yet another uhh, thunder-lightning ZAP!









The big bold print that read : free




Oh My Gosh ...





Honestly, what are the chances of seeing the words fireflies and free ... both words that would zap your mother ... at the same time? Two ZAP words on the same page?




No chance ...




Angel chance ...





A definite coinciDANS ...




No other word for it ... :D




It was You ...





Nobody, nobody but chiu ... :D


Call 109 : Nobody Nobody




Two ZAP words, two inciDANS, like Mary and Elizabeth's good news ... :D








7. Pussycat




After mass, we walked back to the car. 




You must have heard your excited mother speaking in tongues the way she was rambling on at one thousand words per minute.




Omg ... bla bla bla ... can you believe it ... bla bla bla ... fireflies ... bla bla bla ... omg ... bla bla bla ... free ... of all the words in the world ... bla bla bla ... same page ... bla bla bla ... it's him ... he's near ... he's making his presence felt ... it's definitely him ... bla bla bla ...





In the car, Justine drove out of the shop-house area and onto the main road.




Jus turned on the radio ...  


Don't Cha (Pussycat Dolls)  


came on and filled the car. 



The station was at 95.8.




Pause ...




Wait a minute ... 


Pussy --- cat??? 






Weren't we talking about cats last night? Now, we're hearing a song from Pussycat Dolls? :D




It really does feel like you're in the conversation with us, Son ... :D




You really do know what's going on, don't cha? :D






8. Born This Way




Don't Cha soon ended.




Aunty C and Mom were chat chat chatting at the back of the car. The next song came on. Your mother couldn't believe her ears when she heard the intro music ...






Zzzzzaaaa -- pppp !!!!










She pointed towards the radio ...  quite speechless ...


Aunty C said, "You like this song too? Yeah, this song is nice ..."




Mom glanced at the dashboard. 



The station was at 95.8.

 
Decode : 14 44



The time showed 9:44 am.



Quickly, she pointed and called out loudly, 



"Born this way, nine forty-four ... see that?" 


Her angel sign.


Call 43 : Angel Signs



She wanted to make sure she has at least a witness. It was too incredible, the signs that were zapping her. Everyone saw. :D Everyone, being Dad, Justine and Aunty C.



Honestly, what are the chances???



It was awesome. Totally awesome! :D




Born This Way ...








She had thought of that Lady Gaga entry (Call 202) for only a moment last night at dinner after everyone at the table laughed at her unexpected fireflies remark, and today, she is hearing it in the car ... and right after Pussycat Dolls too ... pussycats being the topic of conversation last night ...


Oh wow ... You really were with us during dinner, weren't You? Why, of course ... We were celebrating Mother's Day - what did she expect?






Oh --- My --- Gosh ...






Incredible ...






You must be saying :






I heard You, Mom ... :D







It was awesome ...






(continue on Call 211)






Friday, May 6, 2011

Call 209 : ANGEL GREETING

Hello Son,



1. I'll be there for You



Mom was in the car this morning. Aunty H was driving. 



It was about 9:20 am. 



We were going to the hospital for Aunty H's follow-up check up. 



In the car, Aunty H mentioned about the front page of The Star Papers today. There was a report apparently about scholarships. As we were talking about it, Mom happened to notice the song that had come on in the backgroud ...






I'll be there for You (Bon Jovi) ...








Mom said, "Eh, hear that? I'll be there for You ... 

We're talking scholarships, and he says, I'll be there for You ..." :D



Aunty H chuckled, "I don't normally turn on the radio when I drive, but while waiting for You to come to the car just now, for some reason, I turned it on ..."



The station happened to be on 105.7. 


Mom's station. 


Aunty's time on the dashboard was not set to the correct time though. 



It showed 11:11 ... :D




Decode : 4



Mom smiled. 



Never mind that the time was not set. 


Everything's good. So very good. That wrong time was never more right. 


The imperfection, never more perfect! 



She saw her angel sign staring back at her. :D 


Mom knew ... she just knew ... 


You were gonna be with us this morning. :D


Oh yeah, You are so gonna be with us this morning ... :D


Call 43 : Angel Sign




Every few seconds, we heard the line, I'll be there for You 
as the song continued to fill the car. 



We couldn't make out the other lyrics except for :



i'LL --- Be --- THeRe --- FoR --- YoU ...






At the point of writing this entry, your mother checked the lyrics on the internet and learned that the line I'll be there for You is sung and repeated like nine times! 



So, did she get the message? 



Pause please ...



Did she ???



You kidding? 



Loud and clear ... He -- llowww ... :D









I'll be there for You

These five words I swear to You

When You breathe 

I want to be the air for You

I'll be there for You








That was some assurance ... You'll be there for her ... for Jus ... since we're talking about your sister, universities and scholarships when the song-message came on. That's your assurance for Mom. :D You'll be there for her - You'll do something. :D




Don't worry Mom, leave it to Me ...

I'll be there for You ...

These five words I swear to You ...

I'll -- Be -- There -- For -- Youuu ... 

 






Strange huh ... we don't remember any other songs on the radio except for this Bon Jovi one, which I'll Be There For You line was repeated like ... 


A hundred times ... :D





2. Window Jam


We arrived in the hospital grounds about 10:10 am. 


At the parking booth, Aunty H wound down her window to receive the ticket. She let out a groan shortly after. Mom turned to look. Aunty H said the window was stuck and couldn't slide up to close.



Zzzzzaaaa ---- pppp !!!!



Mom was instantly reminded about the last window - jam inciDAN when we were there at the last visit, sometime in February this year. Mom's very sure Aunty H was reminded of that too. The window had jammed and refused to close then ... You must have heard your aunty complained that, the window had been alright since the last time it misbehaved ...




Grinning, Mom said,  


"Daniel wants us to know he's with us ..."



Call 153 : Window Jam





Would You believe it ...

but the moment Mom mentioned your name, 

Aunty H said, "Ohh, can already, can already ..." 





Pause ...




Oh Wow ... 


What an awesome coinciDANS ... 




We felt your presence alright. :D






3. Hospital Shuttle


The hospital shuttle came shortly after. 


One glance and we saw the vehicle was packed to the brim. So early, and so many passengers already? There'd probably be no space for us. We'd probably have to wait for another one. :( It'd probably take a long time for the next one to come. :(




No, we didn't see You shake your head at our impatience.



Be patient la, Maa ... :D







It was kinda strange to see the fully-occupied shuttle approaching us because the last few times we were here, the hospital transport had been practically empty or with only a passenger or two. It was never this full.




The van stopped.




The door slid open. 




A man got out. 




Oh good, good ... 


Don't tell anyone but it didn't occur to your mother that people would be getting out ... tsk tsk tsk ...










A lady got out ...




Great ...


Another lady got out ...




Hmmm ... We don't need that big a space, Son ...



A grandmother got out ...




Say, You're not getting everyone out, are You? 




A hospital staff got out ...



Oh -- kayyy ...




The shuttle was now quite empty, with more than enough seats for Aunty and Mom, and another lady. :D




Nice going ... >.< 






4. Angel Greeting




At the open clinic, Aunty H took a number.




She showed Mom. 


It was I - 32.






Ai  --  Three  -- Two ...


Three Two? 


No angel sign? 


No angel code? 


No morning greeting? :(




The waiting area was packed with people. We normally sat on the seats against the wall. Today, those seats will all occupied. Mom spotted 2 empty seats among the packed area. They were on the second row, facing the television. 


We walked there and saw down. The moment we did ...






Zzzzzaaaa -- pppp !!!!






Instantly, your mother saw her angel numbers on the number-boards against the wall.


Call 43 : Angel Signs







OMG ...




"Look at the board ..." Mom said cheerily.


Oh Wow ... What are the chances of seeing her angel number appearing right at that moment? In 4 separate boards too? That ZAP was quite precious.




1 am Number 4 ... :D




Call 150 : Number Four


That was surely there to zap her and get her attention. Mom couldn't help but smile from ear to ear. You were literally calling out :






Hi Mom ... Hi Aunty ... I'm here ... :D








She could almost hear it ...




Almost ...




We most certainly felt your presence at that moment, Daniel ...




It was awesome ...






5. Orange Lid


We were done around noon time. Aunty H went to get her prescription. Mom watched her as she waited. She couldn't help counting her number of medicated creams ...




Then she saw a large tub with a bright orange lid.




Zzzzzaaaa -- pppp !!!



The other containers had white lids, and were much smaller in size. 


This tub is enormous and it came in your orange color?







Yes, it has to be this gigantic to make an orange statement ...




An angel statement ...




Mom measure it against her cell-phone. It was about 9 cm in diameter when measured against a ruler. Just to show You how loud that ZAP was. :D


Did You see your mother smile to herself? 


So your style ... the moment we got in ... ZAP ... 


The time we got out ... ZAP ...




ZAP  ZAP  ZAP ...






Everywhere we are, there You'll be ...




Oh, what a wonderful day we were having ...








6. Text from Aunty Jessie




We were walking out of the clinic, when Mom's cell-phone beeped.




A text message from Aunty Jessie in the States.




She said :




"Omg. I plugged in my cell to my laptop n it asked me the same question again. Would u like to import the following duplicate photo? 3 times now with that same picture. Why not other pictures? It had to be the one for his plaque with the orange tshirt. I even clicked on apply to all duplicates n it still came on today. So cute lah ... 3 days now ... amazing ..."






Mom checked the time of the text. 




It was 12:20 pm.




Decode : 14


Zzzzzaaaa -- pppp!!!





1 am Number 4 ...




Who -- is -- Number -- 4?




Chuckle ...




By the way, if You watch the movie I AM NUMBER FOUR, 
You will hear the name DANiEL ... DANiEL ... being called right in the beginning of the movie - at the beach scene. Your favorite place coinciDANtally.  


(Mom's owing You this entry ...)








You must have whispered to the producer's ears to name the boy Daniel. How else to ZAP your family otherwise in a show that is already called I AM NUMBER FOUR? A thousand and one names and this name was called? At the beginning of the movie? That certainly got your mother's attention right from the start. 



Come on, You definitely had a hand in that ... :D:D:D



Mom knows ... :D




It's too awesome not to be an inciDAN that is intercepted by an angel. Don't You think? :D  Have You anything to say? At all? :D




Aunty J said that she has 419 photos in her cell-phone and it was only recently, on MAY 1st to be exact, that this inciDAN of your photo appearing with her new batches of photos, started.




Mom's gonna side-tracked a bit here ...




The only picture that Aunty Jessie (right) sent of her and cousin at Disneyland (May 1st).


 Orange Tigger ... :D



Orange?



Of course, Orange ... :D



You must be pointing the two ladies out to your angel friends :




"There! My Aunty J and Aunty C ... 

with Tigger ..." :D







Background of Aunty J's text :




Email dated May 3 @ 12:26 pm from Aunty J ...


"I was uploading some pictures I took on my cellphone just now and look what came together with my pictures taken yesterday (in Disneyland)? This picture is more than 1 year old and it somehow appeared with my new batch of pictures and when I clicked on it, it says it was taken on May 1, 2010, a year ago yesterday for his plaque ... isn't that weird ... also the day Awesarmah was killed ... may 1st ... definitely a notable day ..."






Mom read that email about 11 pm that night on May 3rd.

OMG, what a coinciDANS ...


3 hours before that, during dinner time, Dad was commenting about Awesarmah ... Mom said, "It's taken them so long to track him down? Daniel must have helped them ..." :D It was just something she said in passing. We even laughed about it. She forgot all about that until she read Aunty J's email. Your photo was dated May 1st, your aunt said. Of all the dates that could have appeared in the 365 days in 2010 - it had to be May 1st. Did Aunty J have to connect that date to Awesarmah? Mom was not aware of the exact date that man was killed before that. What are the chances? Honestly, what are the chances of Mom making that remark during dinner and then 3 hours later, she reads about your May 1st connection. Mom couldn't help decoding the nine-eleven incident ...

9 11 2001      ...        Decode : 15 (4)

Oh Boy ... She's not sure how to respond to that. Not only that, but it was reported that "the entire ground operation only took 40 minutes" apparently. 40? Not 30 or 50 or one hour 10 minutes? ... Nope, it was strictly, just - 40 ... Oh- kayyy ... noted. Now, DELETE from the memory and EMPTY the trash please. 














7. Orange Connection




Where were we? 


Oh yes ... Aunty H and Mom were heading out of the clinic to wait for the shutter to take us to the car park.



How cute is it that Mom was zapped by the orange lid, and moments later Aunty J sent a text to tell her about the photo of You in your orange tee shirt. How awesome ...



Would You just take note of the timing? Had she received the text the next day or even say, 2 hours later, she might not have made the connection. Here, she saw the orange lid, she felt the ZAP, she pointed it out to Aunty H, and when walking out of the clinic, her cell-phone beeped ... for her to read about You and your orange tee.




Oh --- My --- Gawd  ...




What an incredible coinciDANS ...




Honestly Son, OMG ... 









8. The Cab


We were waiting for the shuttle. It was about 12:30 noon. Something strange happened here. After waiting for a while we kinda felt like the shuttle was not coming. 


Maybe it's lunch time, we thought ...




We decided to take a cab. 


It was weird ... so weird, that all the cabs that passed us, were occupied, and the ones that were not occupied, did not stop for us, despite Aunty H flagging them down.


It was almost 1 pm when we next checked the time. We had been waiting for almost half an hour. What's going on there, Son? 


Finally, the we saw the shuttle approaching. There were other people who were waiting for the transport as well, moved forward, to get ready to board. 




We couldn't believe when the shuttle, which was empty by the way, drove straight by, and did not stop for us. 


Huh? 


What's going on? 


The shuttle did not stop. More than 5 cabs had passed and not stopped either. Aunty H looked all flustered and annoyed.




Mom couldn't help but explain, 


"It's lunch time. Daniel must be having his lunch ... " :D








Would You believe it but the moment your name was uttered, 
a cap appeared and stopped for us. It was barely 5 seconds later.


Aunty H noticed that too. :D




Oh Wow ... in the beginning of the day, the car window was jammed. Mom mentioned your name, and the next thing we knew, the window slid right up. 


The cab appearing after your mother said your name, after a series of weird events, is the second inciDAN. Yup, like Mary and Elizabeth. One inciDAN could have been unintentional, but two ... two screams :






I'm right here beside You ... :D








We hopped into the cab. Mom took out her cell-phone and took a snapshot of the cab number (inside the cab). 


Aunty H asked, "What are you doing?"






Mom replied, "The sign ..." 


5976


14 13 
  

144




Her angel sign ...




Hah, does she know her son or what! :D




That was a precious moment ... <3




(continue on Call 212)