Hello Son,
It's a Saturday morning.
The mood is sombre.
Time on the computer :
8:06 am.
Mom has been watching this below
video since 6:30 am in the morning.
On her own.
By herself.
All alone.
Dad is still sleeping.
Charlie Kirk : A Life of Faith ...
(3 hour video)
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Early this (Sat) morning, Mom sent
a text to Aunty J (USA) with a
picture of this Megyn Kelly
video (6:19 am) :
Continuing my shock and numbness ...
What's a better word than senseless and stupid ...
about that monster who wanted to
play with a gun that day.
I want to put him in a human blender.
The short video ended.
Pause.
Mom then noticed a 3 hour long video
on Charlie's life and legacy and
clicked to view.
Mom snapped a photo of the video
and sent that to Aunty J (6:38 am)
with the message :
Watching this now ...
In between sniffs and sobs.
What's happening to this world?
Earlier this week ...
Pause.
How do we even put this to words ...
What's beyond insanity?
Rewind back to 3 days ago.
Thursday, Sept 11 (Mom's time)
It was about 8:30 am in the morning.
Mom was ready to go to school.
Dad appeared from the bedroom,
and said abruptly, "Don't you know?
Didn't you hear? Charlie Kirk is dead!
He was shot!"
Mom stopped short.
Did she hear right???
WHAT???
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!
OMG!!! WHY???
HOW?????
WHEN?????
Dad said no more.
Mom had to go.
The children would be arriving soon
and Teacher A was alone in school in
the morning.
Mom drove to school.
In a daze.
Parked the car.
Went up the lift.
Walked in to school.
Her mind was buzzing with questions,
but she kept her composure as usual.
She found herself exchanging empty greetings.
Empty ... for that day.
She couldn't pretend that it was
a normal day.
Charlie Kirk has been shot!
He succumbed to his injury.
It was fatal.
Only recently, not more than a week ago,
Mom had raised her (unexplained) concerns
to Dad, about Charlie's safety when he talks
in public.
It was after a video she watched one
morning, where Charlie was sharing the
platform with Riley. There was a kid
who clearly had no brains and had nothing
better to say but to criticize Charlie and Riley.
Personal attack.
All the way.
It was disgusting and difficult to watch and hear
those empty remarks.
Mom wondered if Charlie wore a
bullet-proof outfit.
Obviously no.
How does he keep himself safe,
surrounded by all the lunatics?
You would have heard your mother
asked Dad several times about that.
He was exposing himself to all these
people and he is not really protected.
Seriously, what can his bodyguard do?
Feeling restless, Mom sent a text to
Aunty J (USA) :
(8:20 am)
Omg. Bryan (Dad) just told me
Charlie Kirk was shot!
(9:31 am)
Aunty J (USA) replied :
Who is that?
(9:34am)
Mom texted back - impatiently.
He's the guy who goes from campus
to campus around the US to do political
debates with uni students. He takes on
their questions and help the new gen people
to see solutions and have better understanding
of trump n team, of God etc. I was expressing
my concern for his safety only the past few days ...
he's always talking to a big crowd like 2k
to 3k in open space ... I can't believe it!
(9:36 am)
Aunty J (USA) :
Oh no ... Trump supporter?
(9:37 am)
Mom replied :
He's more than a supporter.
(9:37 am)
Aunty J (USA) :
Turning on news now.
(9:42 am)
He takes upon himself to educate all
the thousands of young gen z people ...
the future voters of the country ...
(11:12 am)
Mom sent the below screenshot
to Aunty J (USA) :
with the message :
Sad, sad day.
The screenshot shows the time Trump
sent out the announcement of Charlie's
passing - 4:40 pm
Perfect angel time.
(12:00 pm)
Aunty J (USA) :
I didn't know who he was until today ...
so sad ... How come you guys were
following him?
(1:18 pm)
Mom shared :
He's brilliant.
Mesmerising.
Entertaining.
Fascinating.
To watch him. He's campaigning for all
Trump's causes and policies ... at college
and university level. He's the only one that
got me mesmerized enough to watch him ...
weird that this week, I have been tuning in
to watch his videos for about an hour in
the mornings. 6:30 am to 7:30 am kinda time.
With my coffee. I was so SHOCKED when
Bryan said to me this morning, "Don't you
know? Didn't you hear? Charlie Kirk is dead.
He was shot ..." OMG! I was so stunned and
speechless. Loss for words. How do you react
to that news?
(1:35 pm)
Mom continued :
I just realized ... yesterday morning
(Wednesday 10th) ... around 7 am ...
before I watched Charlie, I was saying
the rosary. (following YouTube : 38 mins.)
(Normally, rosary videos are 20 - 25 mins
only but I wanted a recent video and so,
I picked one that was uploaded 9 hours ago
- it was somehow extra long ... 38 mins.)
I don't do rosary all the time ...
but yesterday (Wed 10th), I did. It's like,
(on hindsight) I was doing the rosary for him ...
Trump announced his death at 4:40 pm.
The angel numbers are there.
Gosh. I feel a special connection to him now.
So, I'm saying the rosary on Wed 10th @ 7 am
... there in USA, Tuesday 9th @ 4 pm ...
and following day, Wed 10th on your side,
he was shot at 12:20 pm.
12:20 pm.
That's like 2 X 21.
Angel call for sure.
Just when Mom was beginning to
enjoy her coffee in the mornings
with Charlie Kirk, it came to a
rude and an abrupt end.
The next morning, on Friday 12th
(our side), we went for morning mass
at 6:30 am.
Mom brought a nice scented candle
to light at Mother Mary's grotto.
Dad was driving.
Your sister Justine, was sitting behind.
Justine mentioned about the assassination,
and whether we had heard.
Pause.
Whether
we
had
heard ...
Why ...
It's all Mom could think about since
Dad shocked her with the news the day
before.
Mom showed Justine the candle, and said
"For Charlie Kirk."
In church, Mass began ...
and went on.
Your mother was just present in church,
and not participating. Can you blame her?
During communion, there were 2 lines going
up to the altar. Your family were on the line
on the right. As Mom was walking up, she
suddenly noticed the words on the back of a
tee shirt of a boy in front of her - on the left line.
The words :
university. college. students
Oh my.
How strange.
Mom thought of the university and college
words she had used in her texts the day before.
Pause.
You know what's going on, don't you?
ZAP ZAP!!
A knowing and sad smile appeared
in your mother's face.
After mass ended, we went to the grotto, which
was on the right side of the church.
Mom lit the candle she brought.
May your legacy live on, Charlie Kirk ...
Back to present ...
So this morning, Saturday,
Mom did not go down to the pool,
as she normally does on Saturday
mornings before 8am.
She was watching that 3 hour video,
in the middle of it, and since Dad also
said he didn't want to go down to the pool,
Mom decided she had good reason today.
Charlie Kirk.
As Mom was watching videos at random,
she happened to notice the tee shirt that Charlie
was wearing on that fateful day.
F R E E D O M
Pause to reflect.
FREEDOM?
Mom thought of your pink FREE tee shirt.
This photo was taken in Lourdes, Sept 2009,
4 months before you left us to be with
Jesus and Mama Mary. Aunty D flew all the
way from Malaysia to Lourdes to personally deliver
a monster tub of your tramadol and a brand new PS4.
Mom thought to herself.
FREEDOM.
FREE.
CoinciDANS?
Is she going somewhere with this?
Mom casually googled for Charlie's
date of birth.
14 October 1993
14 10 1993
28
Decode : 4
An angel number.
No doubt.
His date of departure :
10 9 2025
19
8
Decode : 44
More angel numbers.
Angels were all around him,
that's for sure.
As the talk (video) went on,
Mom listened at one point,
to the team of Charlie's people, inviting
people who might want to share their
messages about Charlie Kirk.
Mom toyed with the idea of sending a message
to the email add given :
freedom @charliekirk.com
What would she say?
What could she say?
Could she suggest that a message be directly
forwarded to Erika that ...
that ...
Erika could perhaps consider to do
what Mom had done (with you) and start a
rainbow connection with Charlie in heaven?
This Call Blog has helped Mom tremendously
since you left us on Jan 21, 2010.
(2 X 21)
Our conversations continued the day you left,
first, on Facebook (right after your Farewell Mass) ...
and then later, on this Call Blog.
It has been 15 years ... and Mom is reminded
of your presence daily with your ZAPs.
You truly are watching her and the family
at all times.
Hello God, may I speak to my son, please?
is for real.
For Mom.
She gets all your quiet whispers and your
soft nudges.
She gets them all.
The numbers.
The songs.
The signs.
The messages.
The ZAPs.
Erika is a mom too.
Do you think ...
Mom's eyes were on the screen.
But her mind was working overtime.
Just then,
moments later,
seriously,
the timing was just so perfect ....
it was like her answer appeared
on her screen.
OMG ...
O
M
G.
Dear Charlie ...
Is that a sign?
That's the start, don't you think?
The connection.
The call.
Nothing is impossible, says 21.
That's the message in Call 767.
Gosh.
Something to think about.
Let Mom sleep on it.
Okay Son. Gotta go.
Talk to you in a bit.
Hugs & Kisses.
xoxo
Mom
